As someone in her 20’s, I have been through many phases of life in a short time. It is easy to get swept up in life when you are trying to figure out what you want out of it. It can be confusing and disheartening at times, especially when some paths reveal themselves to be dead ends.
Then, there are moments when things feel so organic and perfect that you are absolutely sure you were destined to arrive in that exact place in time. They confirm your direction. They make the chaos clear. I experienced a moment such as this during my trip to Boston this summer. I wrote to myself to bottle the feeling. So I could read it over and over again. Now you can too. I hope you enjoy my serendipitous moment…
It has been both grounding and other worldly. I am temporarily living in an alternate reality where I feel the most awake I have been, yet I am dreaming.
I feel not as much at home as I feel like I belong. As though I fit perfectly into this fragment of the universe at this very moment.
How is it that we spend so much time being curious about what we are told to be curious about, rather than understanding ourselves to a degree that allows complete wholeness?
When you are in tune with yourself, you will find not happiness but truly another emotion that embodies a complete feeling. As though you are full of your favorite meal, not a bite less or more.
This trip has allowed me time to breathe into who I am. To recharge my creativity and welcome myself home.
Find the place where your flowers grow tallest, and water yourself there. – Unknown